Monday 28 May 2018

In Time

A blank new page.

Hello again, 4 months later! Haha. We're hotspottin' everywhere! I currently still got no internet in MY NEW PLACE! Such a disaster, but im hoping it shall arrive soon? yep *Fingers crossed*

In a good place in life now. And 'm gratefull, truly. I got no stories anymore. Perhaps i should find a new way to document? I find it easier to just chill, contemplate and talk rather than type :)

Relationship wise: Seeing someone. My emotions are a roller coaster at this point. Im beginning to feel like a pessimistic, bipolar, bored as fuck person. I say that because i find my self stressing, pissed off, mad, dissappointed for no solid reason, etc almost all the time. And look im aware that this may sound all negative and not too happy talk but really it's not like that. He's super amazing. But i need to chill in order to avoid those unnecessary and totally uncalled for emotions ya know.

My brother is getting married in about a week. I wish i could be there. Come to think of it, I cant believe it! that he's getting married and all. He's very happy and i truly believe he will have a good life with his soon to be wife :) Amen. Oh and theyre coming to visit for their honeymoon!

I havent spoken to my dad in what feels like forever. My elder siblings as well. I should probably catch up soon.

Finance wise: Drained. But definitely better than before.

Career wise: New job and im lovin' it!

Emotions wise: 5:14pm
28/05/18
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I'm 25 now. Roughly about a year and a half later i'm picking this up.  In need of writing up stuff exactly for this point...I need to write down what the fuck is happening with me..Perhaps this can help? I hope...

I've started picking interest on myself. My thoughts, my feelings. I'm fascinated (?) Is this the beginning of vanity? Is this how a vain person comes to life? haha I joke,


Physical wise: I've lost 12kgs